Sunday, October 16, 2005
re: long, long wait.
Good 10 days huh. some really really accurate shit up in here. yea. got back like at 3 this morning. went down to godpa's for a while. some bbq and house warming which was supposed to b like 3 yrs ago. joke. they only just had it yday when theyve been living in tht darn place forever. life's been alright just pretty much been stressing up studying for the o levels. you know, i'd have to really start staying focussed and all. like everything has to go. everything i consider luxuries and shit they should all b sacrificed.you know what i mean. i'm sure. yea well. everything's cool. stuffahsn't been going on pretty alright these past few days actually. stuffs just been screwing up and everything tht i thought was gonna go cool turned out like shit and stuff. i don't wanna mantion it here cause i don't wanna add to anything already. it's tht bad. some know what i mean i guess.
But life goes on you knwo small little nitty grittys tuff like these always happen in life but life still goes on nonetheless. life's abt ups and downs its really a queston of how much you can handle to b honest. but usually yea. you know ometimes your so confident about stuff and then it doesn't worlk out and your whole world sorta comes crumbling down cause you had expectations and you were like already expecting it all to happen and all. you know i still can't get over how freaking motivated i was for the n levels. and now its liek i got no motivation at all. what the hell happened sheralynn?! i mean come on thsi exams way impt than anything else even the n levels. what was the motivatiopn then? howcome i don't have tht drive anymore. damn i feel like i got a computer high right now. my fingers are just going on and on on the keyboard. DAYUm! lol. yea wel. i just cant wait till the os get over, there's just liek so much to do. you knwo, everyone looks forward to the last paper. plus, im not the oply one sitting for the paper so tis cool man just press oN! ok this would probably b like my last entry till aftre the exams. tc ya'll laters.
sherie @
2:01 PM
